Saturday, September 29, 2012

Belated

What I wore to the Linkin park concert... that should be another entry in itself.. but I'm so tired right now..


I got inspired to write a real blog post after reading my friend morris's blog. I guess it's easy to get caught up in the grind that you forget the small things that keep you sane. 

Although it's such a simple concept I've recently been reminded that you can't please everyone. I need to stop making commitments that I can't fulfill. You just end up disappointing everyone, including yourself. So I was going through a rough patch a few weeks back, doubting myself about everything... I had pretty much convinced myself I would be a crazy dog lady and that my prime was over. I surprised myself though and dug myself out of that pity party. I know how can someone be lonely in a class of 220 students, with a dog waiting lovingly at home, a groupme of close friends and cousins, and a family that loves to hear your phone calls... seriously my mom called me crying the night I drove back to SA last weekend. I've just been used to having that one significant other to spill my guts to and it was weird not having that. But I think I've found a balance to everything now, and I know now how much of my life I really have control over. It's interesting that people can feel helpless sometimes, when really you have the power to do anything and feel any thing you want. Blah blah blah okay pictures.. that's all this blog is good for :)

Pics from my instagram... finally using it after months of making an account and never bothering to figure out how it worked




 

Oh yeah on another note... more people are getting engaged... awesome 



5 comments:

  1. Love you! Lol you can always call/FaceTime me! And uggghhh hate how you look good in everything you wear -.- unlike me. Lol

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  2. you are the last person who would become some crazy dog lady!!! please you will be snatched up any day now, and a line of guys would happily marry you off NOW. but you get to choose out of all of them :) it's funny because we had the same experiences with doubt and etc...except mine is chronic! im always amazed because you're involved in so many things, which is wonderful..but yes, don't overfill your plate! we should talk and catch up <3 IS THAT BANQUET DRESS??? also post the wonderful minkoff bag when it comes in please!!!!!! so i can live vicariously through you haha

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  3. lol jenny I always love reading your comments <3 Wish you would finally blog one day so I can keep up with you!

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  4. that dress is hawt on you :)

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  5. btw, you are a catch, stop throwing yourself pity parties!

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