We all try to pursue what we think will make ourselves happy, or at least what will lead to the most livable outcome. In my pursuit, I have based my happiness on what will make everyone else happy. I think 'If everyone else is happy with my actions and my choices that should make me happy as well'. Truth be told I don't know what really makes me happy... I admit my logic is flawed and sometimes my view is narrow, thinking everything must be black or white. My cognitive outlook makes me feel a sense of helplessness, even when I know I have a choice and that my happiness is only limited by my failure to make healthy decisions.
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This should have been posted a few weeks ago but I've been so scatterbrained lately I just got around to uploading.
I had the honor of being RMH's volunteer of the month for APRIL! I was shocked to say the least and was super excited to get this huge block of post-its (I love anything stationary) haha.
This past week I've been working out much more than usual (3 times). This workout craze was spurred by my tight (button popping) ao dai situation. I don't expect to see results (I wish) soon but I do notice working out makes me feel like I accomplished something. Along with more cardio I've been "dieting". My version of a diet however is just to eat smaller portions, as in stopping when I feel full, not eating those 4 last pieces of sushi :(, no fried foods, no GREASY burgers, and less junk food.
Dress : Target
Cardigan : Zara
Shoes : Calvin Klein
Bracelet : The Limited
Goal : Lose 5 pounds (in arms, tummy, and love handles :P oh why can't we choose where our fat cells shrink...)
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