So it is day 3 and I am beyond exhausted. My body is physically giving out on me. I am in tears as I type this... I need to take care of myself so I can try my hardest, but sometimes I just need a little cry to make myself feel better. Today started like this:
6:20 AM woke up
7:30 AM catch shuttle
8:00 AM Embryology
10:00 AM Ethics
12:00 PM Lunch (omg much needed...but I spent a good part of it studying and trying to find my way to my rotations tomorrow)
1:00 PM Med School Apps
2:30 PM Biochemistry
4:00 PM Drug Testing
5:00 PM-10:00 PM CPR class
....It isn't so much the workload...ok a little bit, but the fact that every moment of everyday you are expected to be alert and show interest, while responding to questions and asking intelligent, thoughtful questions. Towards the end of the day I could barely write cause my hand was shaking. It is fun, there are moments where I am super excited, but then I come down from the high and really hit the end of my rope. But I have not fallen asleep during class yet! I am amazed at my ability to hop out of bed and do it all over again the next day.... So I am supposed to retake my MCAT...yet another thing to worry about, but right now its on the backburner I will most likely reschedule it for end of August. Anyway enough boo hoo-ing I need to study my ass off... Not posting what I wore today because by the time I got back to the hotel I looked and felt like crap.
Shoot 30 compressions at a rate of 100 per minute is a workout...makes up for not hitting the gym lately eh?
I hab faith in you dood u got this. Think of the purse thats waiting for you! And sushi
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